(taken March 21,2012)

September 17- January 21 he was unofficially mine. BUT i knew that I loved him.

JANUARY 21. I cried like a baby. Well, I always cry what’s new? but I cried because I was happy. High School was almost perfect because of this guy. It was the best year I’ve ever had. 

February 21- It was our first ever monthsary. Obviously. I was grateful each and everyday. It was far beyond how I expected it would be. I am really happy. Though we fight and we have our misunderstandings. He knew I can’t take  not to talk, to text, or to chat him and I think He finds it really funny. At the end of the day, we try to resolve everything. 

March 21 - Every day was worth to become a moment! Every day was real! I thought it was forever. It seems like it. He was always there for me. Everything that was important to me, He supported :) He made me CHOOSE to become better and I did. 

April 21- I didn’t think It was going to be the last perfect monthsary for us. But sadly, it was. 

May 7- Everything started to fall apart because of me. I tried fixing it. I did. But It was all too late. I took him for granted. He sacrificed riding on a stinky bus just to see me. He talked all night just to explain and prove how much He loved me. I did appreciate it but not too long.

May 21- Our last day. The last day I saw him, the last time he talked to me, the last time he said ” I love you ” the last time he hugged me…

I tried saving it. But, he was tired and gave up so I had to give up.

It’s easier to walk away doesn’t it? I don’t want to but sometimes we just have to. We can’t fight for something that has given up on us before we even started fighting for it. 

GOOOOOOOOOODBYE :) 

Don’t get me wrong.  I loved him so so so much. but moving on for me, isn’t that difficult. Seeing him easily moved on, then I can too. 

i am happy and in content right now. I have my family and my friends :) I love this people! :D